what is and what never should be....

Þessi færsla verður á ensku vegna vina og venslafólks um allan heim sem vildi frekar skilja mig betur...

I wish I was in another situation than I am..
got sacked from my job, so I am to round it all up, unemployed, single, broke, alcoholic and bored.
but its not that bad though, when you think about everything that could be, every opportunity that I have missed through my life, and all those loves I have left in the past, I wish I never had done any of these things..

but I still have to carry on I suppose...


wrote a song today...
tis called 'coming down'
of course like so many other ballads of loss and tragedy its drug inspired...
hehehe;)
no really...
its about the feeling you get when emotion has left you drained and you feel that your high times are over...
not that I feel any less happy than ordinary, mind you, its all just a fantasy of lost emotion.

I wont be blogging as often as I would nowadays..
the phones at home are shut and I dont work with internet access anymore..
I will still try to reply to emails...
but dont expect them to be instant...

keep in touch everybody...